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the now

age 22, volatile, and violently ill. stimulant abuse disorder, partially recovered.

i spend most of my time drawing, writing, listening to music, and coding this new site. born april 03 2003 and my lungs didn't open for 7 hours. i've had plenty of near death experiences, recently and before. i'm a bipolar angel with surgically attached wings and fangs. i love poetry and piercings.

i have too many tattoos to count, plenty of horrible drunkenly done ones on my legs. i have 19 piercings and if you try to count, it'll leave you wondering.

the then

my name is nicki. i grew up in texas, arizona, and oregon. i was homeless at 14 and have been on my own ever since. i move from place to place frequently and now reside in virginia.

i grew up chronically online, always on the internet. whether it was playing games, browsing forums or even exploring the deep web.